Retarded me...

My new headphones :)

Yesterday super sad sia... 3 things happened yesterday which made me feel really retarded... Firstly, I was stupid enough to irritate a good friend so badly that she did something back :( I feel dam bad about it :( She felt sorry for doing what she did but actually I felt even worse cause it was actually me who asked for it in the first place :( So from here I really want to tell her I'm sorry :( Secondly, when school was done, I realized that I had lost my earpiece... That was really stupid of me to lose something that I always bring around wherever I go... But since I lost it, I had no choice but to get a new 1 since I cannot live without having a earpiece... But this time instead of getting a earpiece, I got a pair of headphones instead :) Hope I can take good care of it this time and not lose it... The last retarded thing that I did was when I was in popular buying the headphones... While looking around, I came across something... Something that got to do with someone... Haizz... I dunno why but I bought it straight away... It's not expensive but the thing I'm wondering is that why am I so retarded to get it... Sometimes I also dunno whats going on in my mind... I just feel so retarded :(

worthlessfool ♪ ♫ ♩ ♬

Playing games

Games... Who doesn't play games? haha. I play quite a variety of games :) I play any game that is fun haha :) 2 of my favorite games are Street Fighter and Osu! :) These are the 2 games that I have been playing for quite long already :) My friends always say I play a lot of games haha. I actually do agree with them cause I really do play a lot. I play a lot of games cause of 2 reasons. First is for the fun :) I don't play to win, I play for the fun. Isn't that what games are for? Second reason I play a lot of games is to escape reality. Sometimes there are just some things I don't want to face in reality. I know I cannot escape them but playing games temporary frees my mind from those things. So basically that's the 2 core reason why I play games.

worthlessfool ♪ ♫ ♩ ♬

The Chase

This is a short film my friends and I made for an assignment :) From my point of view I feel that its already quite good since we are all not media students... (We're all from business IT yet doing this module lol) But anyway this was what we produced after all our hard work :) Seeing the end product feels good :) haha :) Do enjoy the video :)

worthlessfool ♪ ♫ ♩ ♬

Memories of Hà Tiên

It has been 1 week since I came back from Vietnam already. I miss my Vietnam friends... Really can't wait to go back and visit them soon :) Anyway see the picture above? Those shells were picked from the beach along Hà Tiên itself :) I wanted to give this to the girl I like but I'm scared... I also dunno what I'm afraid of... 2 friends have already told her I like her but they both tell me she only likes me as a friend... Haizz... Friend-zoned again... How should I give this to her? I scared see until her then will very awkward or something... I also dunno if I should continue to chase her or not... Tell everyone the truth, I'm afraid to continue to chase her... I'm afraid of falling too deep for her and then getting rejected... I don't dare to continue chasing her... Sometimes I really feel like a coward... Don't even dare to like someone... Maybe it's because of the previous experiences that left the scar in me ba... Haizz...

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2013!!! Happy new year :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :))) 1 year has passed so quickly. Lets dump behind 2012 and look forward to 2013 :) May this new year bring newly found prosperity, love, peace, happiness and delight in everyone's life :) May everyone's wishes come true for 2013 (including mine :p) :) Lets all make 2013 a meaningful year :)

worthlessfool ♪ ♫ ♩ ♬

Goodbye 2012

Today is 31st December. They very last day of 2012. 2012 have been a very crazy year for me. Those who know me well should know why. Anyway, 1 year has passed so quickly... I'm already more than half-way through my poly education. Its just a matter of time I graduated from poly and enter NS. Time really flies. Haizz... I would really like to thank all my friends who have stayed along-side me when I needed someone during this year (I'm sure u all know who u are) :) As for those who try to bring me down, I would like to thank you all too for showing me who u all really are (u know who u are too) I am going to try to leave all the bad memories I have during 2012 behind and wish for everything to go better in 2013 :) I wish everyone around me will stay healthy and happy :) All the best to everyone and lastly I would like to wish everyone a HAPPY 2013 :)

worthlessfool ♪ ♫ ♩ ♬ Bye 2012~

No Time :(

Today really busy... Now at home editing the clips for an assignment... Then later still have to do filming and at night still have to settle a report and another assignment... XIAN!!! So many things to do :( I super scared cannot finish sia... Hope can finish everything in time ba...

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