I seriously dunno what is wrong with me... I seriously dunno what is going through in my mind... I'm scared of some things... Yesterday at my friend's chalet, I force myself to drink so much to the extend that I was drunk and crazy... I broke down in tears front of everyone there... It was the first time I got drunk... My head was hurting, I cannot even walk properly... Though that feeling was not that good, I somehow want it to happen every night... That night was the only night I can sleep with a mind not thinking of rubbish... Sleep peacefully and not crying myself to sleep... I really dunno what is going on in my mind now... What exactly am I thinking about... What is wrong with me...
worthlessfool...
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