The story only I didn't know...

IU - The story only I didn't know (Real+ 2011)

Hangul + Romanization Lyrics

정말 넌 다 잊었더라
Jeongmal neon da ijoeotdeora
반갑게 날 보는 너의 얼굴 보니
Bangapge nal boneun neoui eolgul boni

그제야 어렴풋이 아파오더라
Geujeya eoryeompushi apaodeora
새 살 차오르지 못한 상처가
Sae sal chaoreuji mothan sangcheoga

눈물은 흐르질 않더라
Nunmureun heureujil anteora
이별이라 하는 게 대단치도 못해서
Ibyeorira haneun ge daedanchido mothaeseo
이렇게 보잘것없어서
Ireoke bojalgeo seobseoseo

좋은 이별이란 거,
Joheun ibyeoriran geo,
결국 세상엔 없는 일이라는 걸
gyeolguk sesangen eomneun iriraneun geol
알았다면 그때 차라리 다 울어둘 걸
Aratdamyeon geuttae charari da ureoldul geol

그때 이미 나라는 건 네겐 끝이었다는 건
Geuttae imi naraneun geon negen kkeuchieot daneun geon
나만 몰랐었던 이야기
Naman mollaesseotdeon iyagi

사랑은 아니었더라
Sarangeun anieotdeora
내 곁에 머물던 시간이었을 뿐
Nae gyeote meomuldeon shiganieosseul ppun

이제야 어렴풋이 알 것만 같아
Ijeya eoryeompushi al geotman gata
왜 넌 미안했어야만 했는지
Wae neon mianhaesseo yaman haenneunji

내가 너무 들떴었나 봐
Naega neomu deultteosseonna bwa
떠나는 순간마저 기대를 했었다니
Tteonaneun sunganmajeo gidaereul haesseotdani
얼마나 우스웠던 거니
Eolmana ooseuwotdeon geoni

좋은 이별이란 거,
Joheun ibyeoriran geo,
결국 세상엔 없는 일이라는 걸
gyeolguk sesangen eomneun iriraneun geol
알았다면 그때 차라리 다 울어둘 걸
Aratdamyeon geuttae charari da ureoldul geol

그때 이미 나라는 건 네겐 끝이었다는 건
Geuttae imi naraneun geon negen kkeuchieot daneun geon
나만 몰랐었던 이야기
Naman mollaesseotdeon iyagi

English Translation

You really forgot everything
When I see your welcoming face

Then I started feeling vaguely hurt
A wound that can’t heal itself

My tears wouldn’t flow
Breaking up wasn’t even a big deal
Because it’s worthless

A pleasant goodbye
ultimately there can be no such thing
If I knew I would have cried it all out then

By then you were done with me
A story only I didn’t know

It wasn’t love
It was just time spent next to you

Now I think I know what it feels to be vaguely hurt
Why you had to be sorry?

Maybe I was too excited
You anitcipated the moment you would leave
How amusing was it for you?

A pleasant goodbye
ultimately there can be no such thing
If I knew I would have cried it all out then

By then you were done with me
A story only I didn’t know

KCLonewolf...

J Rabbit ♥

Have been hearing the entire playlist of J Rabbit and LeeSa since 4pm+ They really have very lovely voices :) Can't fall asleep sia.... maybe I shall just continue hearing till morning? Anybody want hear the link is below.

http://www.youtube.com/user/friendznet

KCLonewolf ♠ ♥ ♣ ♦

Confused and Muted...

Sometimes I just wish I can read the minds of other... I can never understand what others feel... I hate guessing... I don't want to guess too... Guessing always ends up making me make the wrong choices... I will never make choices again if I dunno... I fear the chance of screwing things up... I fear a lot of things... I wonder... But I will never say my wonders ever again... I shall just keep everything to myself... hoping that 1 day all of this will just be gone, together with me... The lost of confidence... Will anyone ever bring it back to me ever again? I dunno... Recently I thought about u again... The things u've done to me... The scars u implanted... It has been more than a year already... I thought it was over... But I was wrong... I am still afraid... afraid of the same thing happening again... Why... Is it me... I never dare to share already...

KCLonewolf...

One month le...

It has already been 1 month since I updated this blog le... I would first like to apologize to my readers (If I have any) who have been like waiting super long for me to post something new... Sorry :( During this 1 month, many things happened. Happy, sad, shocking. Everyday for the past 1 month, I was super tired from working lol... ITP was super tiring... Working from 8-6 is waaaaaaa... Making me so tired that I don't even have the strength to think of something to post... Now school reopen I also so tired sia lor haha :p Must be ITP weaken my body le haha :p Anyway I'll try my best to start blogging everyday again so stay tune haha :)

KCLonewolf ♠ ♥ ♣ ♦

*Yawn* -_- Zzzzz

Waaaa... Xian I realize that I blog lesser and lesser sia... Never blog for 3 days liao le... Let me explain myself... I never blog was not because I didn't want to do it. Its because I'm really super tired :( Everyday work 8am to 6pm. Travel time is about 1hr 15min so all in all its like 6:45am to 7:15pm is my work... Reach home after work everyday feel so tired sia... Haizz.. Hope I can get more rest soon ba cause I feel that sooner or later I'm going to break down liao... Haizz... So many things happening... I want to sleep also cannot sleep... I really worry about some things... Anybody got any methods on how to sleep without thinking about anything?

KCLonewolf ♠ ♥ ♣ ♦

Day 8 ITP

Day 8 ITP. Today is a tiring day :( Didn't sleep 2 nights ago and yesterday only slept like 5hr max. *Yawn* Really feel like sleeping liao sia... Moreover my supervisor is on MC today so me and the other intern end up moving to the other office to get supervised by another person. The weather now like going to rain liao sia... It better not rain when I'm on the way home later... Can't wait for Friday to come again haha :p Can't wait for tomorrow to come too haha :p I seriously want to sleep early tonight but I'm afraid cannot fall asleep sia... Hope can ba haha :p Anyway all the best to all my friends k :) We are already 8 days into ITP le :) Jiayou and work hard :) LYCG :)

LovelyBoy ♠ ♥ ♣ ♦

So so sorry :(

So so sorry guys. I know I have not blogged for like 3 days ready. This past weekend I was really very busy :) Busy celebrating the birthdays of 2 friends and my cousin :) Saturday was epic :) We celebrated 2 of my good friend's birthday. They were both surprised cause they both didn't expected it haha :) But the sad thing was that I never really eat much cause I had no appetite :( I think maybe because I didn't eat the whole day then too hungry until no appetite already... But anyway it was a fun day :) On Sunday, I went over to my cousin's house to celebrate his birthday :) It was suppose to be a surprise 1 but... End up somehow getting caught haha :p Anyway we went to E-Hub to catch a movie, and it was a horror movie. We actually wanted to watch 9981 but then the timing didn't suit a lot of people so we end up just watching Ghost Child. I won't say the movie is nice, but I won't say its not nice either. Lets just say its about average to me. After movie we had dinner and chatted at a playground till quite late :) It was also a fun day :) Yesterday is the start of the second week of ITP. I was actually quite reluctant to go to work because of the long travel time... But in the end I thought of the nice colleagues there and still picked myself up and went to work haha :) Yesterday after work I also went to have dinner with 2 friends and I end up reaching home after midnight... Yesterday there was something bothering me... There is, but I just dunno what was it... Was it that? Or was it that? I really dunno... Whatever it was made me teared... I know I cannot fall asleep... But I also don't want to think about it. So I end up playing LoL and watching videos the whole night... And now my karma has come. I like super tired and xian now... Haizz. Hope today quickly pass by ba...

LovelyBoy ♠ ♥ ♣ ♦