미안 해...

I still remember the very first day... I used to not like u. I used to find u bossy and irritating :l But somehow like how all love stories goes, the "not like" slowly slowly became an "interested" followed by a "like" Maybe in the beginning I was not clear with myself but everything became cleared to me on 27 April. Somehow it was u who first told me :l Its almost 2 years after that day le, My "like" have not changed... In fact, it have only grown stronger... When I first entered army on 1 April 2014, I was still crazy over u :p I can still remember clearly what I said to u when I was in camp that 1 night during my first week in camp around a year ago... I told u after my 5 years I am going to do something. I wonder if u still remember what it is? Soon, things started to change. We started talking lesser. There seems to be a gap between us... I never knew what happened, it just suddenly happened... Time to time I would still open "Between" to see if u updated anything there. Till now I actually still do it sometimes haha :p Slowly I understand what was the gap all about. U were not meant to like me. Things would have gone crazy for u... However, things recently became better between us again. We started talking like how we used too again. I can tell, I can feel right from the beginning that u still have feelings for me... As for me, I feelings for u have never died down. I was just able to control it and not be crazy over it like last time. But I know things still remain the same. U are still afraid of having feelings for me again... But I was engulfed by my feelings and I let it happened again... I thought maybe I could be able to handle it but apparently I was afraid... I still love u but I was afraid of not being able to give u my 100%... I'm sorry but I dun think I should let u continue... I hate to see at the end of the day u being more hurt... like the saying goes "长痛不如短痛" Sorry for pushing u away like this... I guess its like what some of my bunk mates say haha the problem lies in me :) Please take care of yourself properly okie :) Remember not to skip your meals too okie? And 1 last thing: forget about me I'm not worth it :)

Fake it

Hyomin - Fake It (Make Up 2014)

Nice song :) Lyrics really can relate to how I feel at times... Worth hearing :)

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Yesterday, I was beautiful. Today, I’m a monster..

One day, a young guy and a young girl fell in love.

But the guy came from a poor family. The girl’s parents weren’t too happy.

So the young man decided not only to court the girl but to court her parents as well. In time, the parents saw that he was a good man and was worthy of their daughter’s hand.

But there was another problem: The man was a soldier. Soon, war broke out and he was being sent overseas for a year. The week before he left, the man knelt on his knee and asked his lady love, “Will you marry me?” She wiped a tear, said yes, and they were engaged. They agreed that when he got back in one year, they would get married.

But tragedy struck. A few days after he left, the girl had a major vehicular accident. It was a head-on collision.

When she woke up in the hospital, she saw her father and mother crying. Immediately, she knew there was something wrong.

She later found out that she suffered brain injury. The part of her brain that controlled her face muscles was damaged. Her once lovely face was now disfigured. She cried as she saw herself in the mirror. “Yesterday, I was beautiful. Today, I’m a monster.” Her body was also covered with so many ugly wounds.

Right there and then, she decided to release her fiance from their promise. She knew he wouldn’t want her anymore. She would forget about him and never see him again.

For one year, the soldier wrote many letters—but she wouldn’t answer. He phoned her many times but she wouldn’t return her calls.

But after one year, the mother walked into her room and announced, “He’s back from the war.”

The girl shouted, “No! Please don’t tell him about me. Don’t tell him I’m here!”

The mother said, “He’s getting married,” and handed her a wedding invitation.

The girl’s heart sank. She knew she still loved him—but she had to forget him now.

With great sadness, she opened the wedding invitation.

And then she saw her name on it!

Confused, she asked, “What is this?”

That was when the young man entered her room with a bouquet of flowers. He knelt beside her and asked, “Will you marry me?”

The girl covered her face with her hands and said, “I’m ugly!”

The man said, “Without your permission, your mother sent me your photos. When I saw your photos, I realized that nothing has changed. You’re still the person I fell in love. You’re still as beautiful as ever. Because I love you!”

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I dunno...

Alot of things have been happening recently... being treated like trash... the name callings... the mixed feelings... the feeling of missing someone but controlling not to ruin relationships.. I can't do anything but smile on the outside while inside stings really badly... Watching funny videos didn't stop the tears... Blasting music didn't stop the mind... All I can do is let the tears flow till they're dry... 我累了, 我真的很累了... I tired of putting in effort only to be treated like I wasn't... I know I must stay strong... I know I must endure but I dunno will I be able to do it... I dun trust myself.... The soul in me telling me to never give up is slowly fading away... I'm afraid the time will come where I'll just give up on myself...

NoNoNo

Apink - NoNoNo (Secret Garden 2013)

Hangul + Romanization Lyrics
( Bomi | Eunji | Chorong | Hayoung | Namjoo | Naeun)

슬퍼하지마 no no no 혼자가 아냐 no no no
Seulpeohajima no no no honjaga anya no no no
언제나나나 내게 항상 빛이 돼 준 그대
Eonjenanana naege hangsang bichi dwae jun geudae
내 손을 잡아요 이제 지금 다가와 기대
Nae soneul jabayo ije jigeum dagawa gidae
언제나 힘이 돼 줄게
Eonjena himi dwae julge

내가 힘이 들 때 내게 다가온 그대
Naega himi deul ttae naege dagaon geudae
살며시 내게로 와 입맞춰 준 그대
Salmyeosi naegero wa immatchwo jun geudae
마치 마법처럼 날 감싸준
Machi mabeopcheoreom nal gamssajun
정말 이런 기분 처음이야
Jeongmal ireon gibun cheoeumiya

가끔씩은 그대도 힘든가요
Gakkeumssigeun geudaedo himdeungayo
그렇게 혼자 슬퍼하면 어떡해
Geureoke honja seulpeohamyeon eotteokhae
하나 둘씩 불이 꺼져가는 공간 속에
Hana dulssik buri kkeojyeoganeun gonggan soge
내게 널 비춰줄게 (oh)
Naega neol bichwojulge (oh)

슬퍼하지마 no no no 혼자가 아냐 no no no
Seulpeohajima no no no honjaga anya no no no
언제나나나 내게 항상 빛이 돼 준 그대
Eonjenanana naege hangsang bichi dwae jun geudae
내 손을 잡아요 이제 지금 다가와 기대
Nae soneul jabayo ije jigeum dagawa gidae
언제나 힘이 돼 줄게
Eonjena himi dwae julge

꿈이 많던 그댄 너무 떨리던 그때에
Kkumi manteon geudaen neomu tteollideon geuttaee
수많은 시력 속에 기적을 바렸고
Sumanheun siryeon soge gijeogeul baraetgo
갈수록 불어오는 바람에
Galsurok bureooneun barame 
흔들리는 모습 처음이야

Heundeullineun moseup cheoeumiya

오랫동안 많이도 참았나요

Oraetdongan manhido chamannayo

아무 말 않고 고개 떨구면 어떻게
Amu mal anko gogae tteolgumyeon eotteokhae

하나 둘씩 곁을 떠나가는 세상 속에

Hana dulssik gyeoteul tteonaganeun sesang soge

내가 널 비춰줄게 (oh)
Naega neol bichwojulge (oh)

슬퍼하지마 no no no 혼자가 아냐 no no no

Seulpeohajima no no no honjaga anya no no no

언제나나나 내게 항상 빛이 돼 준 그대
Eonjenanana naege hangsang bichi dwae jun geudae

손을 잡아요 이제 지금 다가와 기대

Nae soneul jabayo ije jigeum dagawa gidae

언제나 힘이 돼 줄게
Eonjena himi dwae julge

가장 내게 힘이 돼 주었던

Gajang naege himi dwae jueotdeon

나를 언제나 믿어주던 그대
Nareul eonjena mideojudeon geudae

다들 그만해 라고 말할 때

Dadeul geumanhae rago malhal ttae

마지막 니가 바라볼 사랑

Majimak niga barabol sarang

이젠 내가 돼 줄게 (ohhhhhh)

Ijen naega dwae julge (ohhhhhh)

슬퍼하지마 no no no 혼자가 아냐 no no no
Seulpeohajima no no no honjaga anya no no no
언제나나나 내게 항상 빛이 돼 준 그대
Eonjenanana naege hangsang bichi dwae jun geudae
내 손을 잡아요 이제 지금 다가와 기대 (I love you)
Nae soneul jabayo ije jigeum dagawa gidae (I love you)
언제나 힘이 돼 줄게
Eonjena himi dwae julge

English Translation

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength

You came to me when I was struggling
You softly came to me and kissed me
You embraced me like magic
I never felt like this before

Are things hard for you too sometimes?
Why are you being sad by yourself?
When the lights turn off one by one
I’ll shine on you

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength

You had so many dreams and when you were feeling nervous
You hoped for a miracle out of the many hardships
I’ve never seen you being shaken by the continuous wind

Did you hold it in for a long time?
Why are you hanging your head down low without a word?
When people start to leave you one by one in this world
I’ll shine on you

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength

You always were a strength to me
You always believed in me
When everyone else tells you to stop
I’ll become the last love that you can look upon

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength

KCLonewolf ♠ ♥ ♣ ♦

False Hopes

Song Ji Eun - False Hope (False Hope single 2013)

Hangul + Romanization Lyrics

이젠 모두 끝이라고 해줘
ijen modu kkeuchirago haejwo
Never tease me (Never tease me)
Never tease me (Never tease me)
더 이상 아무 소용없다고 말해줘
deo isang amu soyongobtago malhaejwo
Make it easy
Make it easy

잊을 만하면 넌
ijeul manhamyeon neon
자꾸만 나타나서 날 흔들어
jakkuman natanaseo nal heundeureo
아직도 난 너를 잊지 못해
ajikdo nan neoreul itji mothae
바보처럼
babocheoreom

너는 나를 사랑하지 않아
neoneun nareul saranghaji anha
다 알고 있어 난
da algo isseo nan
돌아서도 밀쳐내도
doraseodo milchyeonaedo
다시 또 찾아와
dasi tto chajawa
그런 눈으로 바라보지마
geureon nuneuro barabojima
그 뻔한 거짓말
geu ppeonhan geojitmal
하지마 그러지마
hajima geureojima
이제는 내버려 둬 나를 찾지마
ijeneun naebeoryeo dwo nareul chatjima

더 이상은 내게 손대지마
deo isangeun naege sondaejima
Never touch me (Never touch me)
Never touch me (Never touch me)
늦은 밤 술에 취해
neujeun bam sure chwihae
전화도 하지마 Never
jeonhwado hajima Never
I know you’re tipsy whenever you call me
I know you’re tipsy whenever you call me

참 나빠 넌
cham nappa neon
보고 싶다는 말로 날 또 울려
bogo sipdaneun mallo nal tto ullyeo
아직도 난 너를 잊지 못해
ajikdo nan neoreul itji mothae
바보처럼
babocheoreom

너는 나를 사랑하지 않아
neoneun nareul saranghaji anha
다 알고 있어 난
da algo isseo nan
돌아서도 밀쳐내도
doraseodo milchyeonaedo
다시 또 찾아와
dasi tto chajawa
그런 눈으로 바라보지마
geureon nuneuro barabojima
그 뻔한 거짓말
geu ppeonhan geojitmal
하지마 그러지마
hajima geureojima
이제는 내버려 둬 나를 찾지마
ijeneun naebeoryeo dwo nareul chatjima

나는 너를 사랑했었나 봐
naneun neoreul saranghaesseotna bwa
또 울고 있어 난
tto ulgo isseo nan
죽을만큼 미워해도
jeugeulmankeum miwohaedo
지워지지 안하
jiwojiji anha
그런 눈으로 바라보지마
geureon nuneuro barabojima
날 사랑했던 말
nal saranghaetdeon mal
하지마 그러지마
hajima geureojima
이제는 내버려 둬 나를 찾지마
ijeneun naebeoryeo dwo nareul chatjima

English Translation

Tell me it’s all over now
Never tease me
Tell me that there’s no use anymore
Make it easy

Just when I’m about to get over you
You keep appearing, shaking me up
I still can’t forget you
Like a fool

You don’t love me
I know everything
I turn away, I push you away,
But you come to me again
Don’t look at me with those eyes
Don’t say those obvious lies,
Don’t do that
Leave me alone now, don’t come to me

Don’t touch me now
Never touch me
Don’t get drunk late at night
And call me, never
I know you’re tipsy whenever you call me

You’re so bad, making me cry
By saying you miss me
I’m still not over you
Like a fool

You don’t love me
I know everything
I turn away, I push you away,
But you come to me again
Don’t look at me with those eyes
Don’t say those obvious lies,
Don’t do that
Leave me alone now, don’t come to me

I guess I loved you
I am crying again
I hate you to death,
But I can’t erase you
Don’t look at me with those eyes
Don’t say that you loved me,
Don’t do that
Leave me alone now, don’t come to me

KCLonewolf ♠ ♥ ♣ ♦

Mario is EVIL :O

Mario ain't the hero that was implanted in all our minds. Instead, he was a sick evil plumber that ruins everybody's lives and these 2 video will show why Mario is actually a sick maniac.I can only say Childhood ruined :l

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