Friday 11 July 2014

Fake it


Hyomin - Fake It (Make Up 2014)

Nice song :) Lyrics really can relate to how I feel at times... Worth hearing :)

KCLonewolf ♠  ♣ 

Saturday 21 June 2014

Yesterday, I was beautiful. Today, I’m a monster..

One day, a young guy and a young girl fell in love.

But the guy came from a poor family. The girl’s parents weren’t too happy.

So the young man decided not only to court the girl but to court her parents as well. In time, the parents saw that he was a good man and was worthy of their daughter’s hand.

But there was another problem: The man was a soldier. Soon, war broke out and he was being sent overseas for a year. The week before he left, the man knelt on his knee and asked his lady love, “Will you marry me?” She wiped a tear, said yes, and they were engaged. They agreed that when he got back in one year, they would get married.

But tragedy struck. A few days after he left, the girl had a major vehicular accident. It was a head-on collision.

When she woke up in the hospital, she saw her father and mother crying. Immediately, she knew there was something wrong.

She later found out that she suffered brain injury. The part of her brain that controlled her face muscles was damaged. Her once lovely face was now disfigured. She cried as she saw herself in the mirror. “Yesterday, I was beautiful. Today, I’m a monster.” Her body was also covered with so many ugly wounds.

Right there and then, she decided to release her fiance from their promise. She knew he wouldn’t want her anymore. She would forget about him and never see him again.

For one year, the soldier wrote many letters—but she wouldn’t answer. He phoned her many times but she wouldn’t return her calls.

But after one year, the mother walked into her room and announced, “He’s back from the war.”

The girl shouted, “No! Please don’t tell him about me. Don’t tell him I’m here!”

The mother said, “He’s getting married,” and handed her a wedding invitation.

The girl’s heart sank. She knew she still loved him—but she had to forget him now.

With great sadness, she opened the wedding invitation.

And then she saw her name on it!

Confused, she asked, “What is this?”

That was when the young man entered her room with a bouquet of flowers. He knelt beside her and asked, “Will you marry me?”

The girl covered her face with her hands and said, “I’m ugly!”

The man said, “Without your permission, your mother sent me your photos. When I saw your photos, I realized that nothing has changed. You’re still the person I fell in love. You’re still as beautiful as ever. Because I love you!”

KCLonewolf ♠  ♣ 

Tuesday 27 May 2014

I dunno...

Alot of things have been happening recently... being treated like trash... the name callings... the mixed feelings... the feeling of missing someone but controlling not to ruin relationships.. I can't do anything but smile on the outside while inside stings really badly... Watching funny videos didn't stop the tears... Blasting music didn't stop the mind... All I can do is let the tears flow till they're dry... 我累了, 我真的很累了... I tired of putting in effort only to be treated like I wasn't... I know I must stay strong... I know I must endure but I dunno will I be able to do it... I dun trust myself.... The soul in me telling me to never give up is slowly fading away... I'm afraid the time will come where I'll just give up on myself...

Tuesday 25 February 2014

NoNoNo



Apink - NoNoNo (Secret Garden 2013)

Hangul + Romanization Lyrics
Bomi | Eunji Chorong Hayoung Namjoo Naeun)

슬퍼하지마 no no no 혼자가 아냐 no no no
Seulpeohajima no no no honjaga anya no no no
언제나나나 내게 항상 빛이 돼 준 그대
Eonjenanana naege hangsang bichi dwae jun geudae

내 손을 잡아요 이제 지금 다가와 기대
Nae soneul jabayo ije jigeum dagawa gidae
언제나 힘이 돼 줄게
Eonjena himi dwae julge


내가 힘이 들 때 내게 다가온 그대
Naega himi deul ttae naege dagaon geudae
살며시 내게로 와 입맞춰 준 그대
Salmyeosi naegero wa immatchwo jun geudae

마치 마법처럼 날 감싸준
Machi mabeopcheoreom nal gamssajun
정말 이런 기분 처음이야
Jeongmal ireon gibun cheoeumiya


가끔씩은 그대도 힘든가요
Gakkeumssigeun geudaedo himdeungayo
그렇게 혼자 슬퍼하면 어떡해
Geureoke honja seulpeohamyeon eotteokhae

하나 둘씩 불이 꺼져가는 공간 속에
Hana dulssik buri kkeojyeoganeun gonggan soge
내게 널 비춰줄게 (oh)
Naega neol bichwojulge (oh)


슬퍼하지마 no no no 혼자가 아냐 no no no
Seulpeohajima no no no honjaga anya no no no
언제나나나 내게 항상 빛이 돼 준 그대
Eonjenanana naege hangsang bichi dwae jun geudae

내 손을 잡아요 이제 지금 다가와 기대
Nae soneul jabayo ije jigeum dagawa gidae
언제나 힘이 돼 줄게
Eonjena himi dwae julge


꿈이 많던 그댄 너무 떨리던 그때에
Kkumi manteon geudaen neomu tteollideon geuttaee
수많은 시력 속에 기적을 바렸고
Sumanheun siryeon soge gijeogeul baraetgo

갈수록 불어오는 바람에
Galsurok bureooneun barame 
흔들리는 모습 처음이야
Heundeullineun moseup cheoeumiya

오랫동안 많이도 참았나요
Oraetdongan manhido chamannayo
아무 말 않고 고개 떨구면 어떻게
Amu mal anko gogae tteolgumyeon eotteokhae
하나 둘씩 곁을 떠나가는 세상 속에
Hana dulssik gyeoteul tteonaganeun sesang soge
내가 널 비춰줄게 (oh)
Naega neol bichwojulge (oh)

슬퍼하지마 no no no 혼자가 아냐 no no no
Seulpeohajima no no no honjaga anya no no no
언제나나나 내게 항상 빛이 돼 준 그대
Eonjenanana naege hangsang bichi dwae jun geudae
손을 잡아요 이제 지금 다가와 기대
Nae soneul jabayo ije jigeum dagawa gidae
언제나 힘이 돼 줄게
Eonjena himi dwae julge

가장 내게 힘이 돼 주었던
Gajang naege himi dwae jueotdeon
나를 언제나 믿어주던 그대
Nareul eonjena mideojudeon geudae
다들 그만해 라고 말할 때
Dadeul geumanhae rago malhal ttae
마지막 니가 바라볼 사랑
Majimak niga barabol sarang
이젠 내가 돼 줄게 (ohhhhhh)
Ijen naega dwae julge (ohhhhhh)

슬퍼하지마 no no no 혼자가 아냐 no no no
Seulpeohajima no no no honjaga anya no no no
언제나나나 내게 항상 빛이 돼 준 그대
Eonjenanana naege hangsang bichi dwae jun geudae

내 손을 잡아요 이제 지금 다가와 기대 (I love you)
Nae soneul jabayo ije jigeum dagawa gidae (I love you)
언제나 힘이 돼 줄게
Eonjena himi dwae julge


English Translation

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength

You came to me when I was struggling
You softly came to me and kissed me
You embraced me like magic
I never felt like this before

Are things hard for you too sometimes?
Why are you being sad by yourself?
When the lights turn off one by one
I’ll shine on you

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength

You had so many dreams and when you were feeling nervous
You hoped for a miracle out of the many hardships
I’ve never seen you being shaken by the continuous wind

Did you hold it in for a long time?
Why are you hanging your head down low without a word?
When people start to leave you one by one in this world
I’ll shine on you

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength

You always were a strength to me
You always believed in me
When everyone else tells you to stop
I’ll become the last love that you can look upon

Don’t be sad no no no, you’re not alone no no no
You always became a light for me
Hold my hand, come and lean on me
I’ll always be your strength

KCLonewolf ♠  ♣