Saturday 18 May 2013

Confused and Muted...

Sometimes I just wish I can read the minds of other... I can never understand what others feel... I hate guessing... I don't want to guess too... Guessing always ends up making me make the wrong choices... I will never make choices again if I dunno... I fear the chance of screwing things up... I fear a lot of things... I wonder... But I will never say my wonders ever again... I shall just keep everything to myself... hoping that 1 day all of this will just be gone, together with me... The lost of confidence... Will anyone ever bring it back to me ever again? I dunno... Recently I thought about u again... The things u've done to me... The scars u implanted... It has been more than a year already... I thought it was over... But I was wrong... I am still afraid... afraid of the same thing happening again... Why... Is it me... I never dare to share already...

KCLonewolf...