Sorry...

Sorry everyone for not blogging for the past 2 days... I was really busy with school assignments and something big happened to me... These 2 things made me had totally no mood to blog or do anything... I don't want to talk about the thing that happened to me so please don't ask ok? Thanks. Anyway I'm think I'm getting better already... I'm really sorry for the things I've done... Haizz... I really regret it... But whats done is done already... I can only blame myself for being so stupid... Haizz...

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Everything's not right :(

Nothing went well today... Everything was wrong... Reach school early to finish up IMD report... Mood wasn't there... couldn't do anything... Finish in the end but I felt that it was a really crappy job done :( Whole day I'm bothered by that thing... Cannot focus cannot concentrate... cannot do anything :( IMD presentation screw up... Felt I did a horrible work... Felt useless... Left the classroom with hands full and opened the door too loudly by accident... Lecturer thought I have attitude problem and told my classmates I was not fit to take part in competition... Suppose to do VAF filming after IMD presentation... Wasn't in the mood to film... Wasted 4 over hours with nothing filmed... Felt that I was useless in the team and wasted everyone's time... Haizz... I hate myself :'(

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I'm Tired

Didn't sleep last night cause I was doing Gened... Super tired now... Something big happened yesterday... Really big... Not convenient to say it here but the thing that happened made me really emotional... Its the second time I broke down like that... Tomorrow IMD due sia... Haizz... Tonight maybe cannot sleep again liao... I don't think my body can take it liao... I really feel like dying liao... I act like nothing is wrong with me but I'm really very tired liao :( When will everything end...

worthlessfool - awwyrtirny

Crazy...

Everything went crazy last night... I went crazy last night... I said a lot of stupid things to some friends... Really feel dam retarded and sorry... Really really sorry to those I said stupid things to... I really don't mean what I say... I dunno why yesterday I will suddenly so crazy... Maybe cause recently really have a lot of things stressing me out... School work, assignments, upcoming test, exams and presentations... Everything seems to be stressing me... School, family and life... Haizz... Hope everything will just end soon ba... I really almost cannot take it already :(

worthlessfool - jsykaiamylc